2020Fall PhD

March 17th, 2019, Sunday, sunny
I am attracted by Arthur Schopenhauer, read his book the whole weekend.
His view of the world and the analysis of the nature of human being.
How profound it is!
I seem to be deeply attracted by his huge suction.
No task and no words, I just want to deeply read this night.
And good night!

March 19th, 2019, Tuesday, sunny
I returned all the books written by Arthur Schopenhauer to the library.
I cannot take on that huge sorrow about life.
I am not strong enough to face, tolerate and enjoy solitude.
Maybe time will give me an answer, to read more and think more.
So, I will go on and insist on my studying plan.
And tonight I jogged 8 kilometers, it was good!

March 20th, 2019, windy and rainy
All day long, I just finished a project.
So, I need to stay up tonight…
Good night

March 21th, 2019, windy windy windy
I spent almost all day long in TOFEL listening and writing
Read two papers
I think my efficiency is high
So, tomorrow I would try this method again and make some adjustment on my former plan.

March 22th,2019, windy
Sleep, eat and relax all day long
I pretended to cheat myself and write daily that I finished all my plan.
But it is ridiculous to cheat myself. uselessness.
I was lazy today and promised to change tomorrow.
It was my mistake and I need to be responsible for myself .

March 23th, 2019, Saturday, windy and sunny
Today, we ate a delicious lunch in the dorm.
I got up at 6 am, and finished these tasks below:
1. words 100
2.a set of TOFEL reading (three articles)
3.listeing (at least three times, 1*, 1.25* and 1.5*)
I knew through practices I would improve, now my level is low (24/30, 24/30)
I need to recite more words, important, important, important!
I found that the listening part, the lectures about biology, art, and astronomy, I should summary and recite relative words and basic knowledge.
4.GMAT grammar (video 2 hours)
5. paper (2)
I read about the debate between professor Weiying, Zhang and Yifu, Lin. It impressed me!
Because of my poor knowledge, I swayed between their augments, I cannot put up with my thought, or even a question. Too young too simple and read more books.
6. homework (the policy and regulation of international trade)
Recently, I am interested in industrial policy and strategic trade policy.
I deeply think that unstable and conflicts sources from non-equality.
Too many things, but one by one.
Good night!