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<River Town> (261-380/549 epub)#3 Week of April 10 73. There were no villages or walls,only rocks and dust and low rugged hills that were sharply shadowed by the desert sun. 74. The oasis towns appeared everyhour or two, risingsuddenly alongside the tracks and then disappearing just as quickly into therock and dirt and sand. 75. Despite the self-destruction of the Cultural Revolutionand the subsequentrush to open to the outside world, there was still a definite senseof what was Chinese, and I believed that this would help them survivemodernization. 76. My vacation was winding down, but I had no eagerness to leave. I likedthe lazy freedomof traveling, and I liked the uncertainty of my position here inXinjiang, where I had no job and even my race was in question. 77. I felt I had spent my first yearcoping with thehard part of being a waiguoren, and now I enjoyed all the benefits. 78. It results in the man’s making afull-fledged assault on the dangers of alcohol, week after week, inmind-numbing detail. 79. But even from my distance Isensed an enormous gap between the experiences of local women and men. 80. Fuling women also had theirshare of accessories that showed they were from the upper class, but on the wholethese indications were less bluntly obvious and materialistic than those of themen. 81. Alcohol was always a viable excuse forbad male behavior in Fuling. 82. While male drinking occasionallyled to aggression, I mostly disliked its tediousness. 83. Everything was further complicatedby the influence of traditional collective thinking. 84. For people in Fuling, the sense of selfseemed largely external; you were identified by the way that others viewed you.That had always been the goal of Confucianism. 85. The shift in itself was not soremarkable-irrational political purges happened the world over – but thestrange part was that so many of these victims were racked by shame, clearlybelieving that they were somehow flawed. 86. Often it seemed that in Chinathere was nointernal compass that was able to withstand these events. 87. Group mentality seemed particularlytroublesome for women, who lived under a strange combination of strictness anduncertainty. When compared to men, their traditional role in Chinesesociety was much narrower, but the new economy resulted in frighteningly vagueexpectations and demands. On the whole these changes were undoubtedly positive,but they were happening so quickly that freedom could easily look overwhelmingto somebody who was caught in the middle. 88. There are a few streaks ofsilver in his black hair. |